V1

Sitting in the basement

Sitting alone

Saw you in my sleep last night

Wish you were home

And I

Cut my hair I feel the same

Masterbate I feel the same

Hope you’re okay I feel the same

Hope you’re okay I feel the

Chorus

Same x4

V2

Spoke with you last night (do you still hate me)

Not sure what was said (’ve missed you lately)

But I felt calm when I woke up

I found my head

And I

Got in my van I feel the same

Fed my dog I feel the same

Hope you’re okay I feel the same

Hope you’re okay I feel the

Chorus

End

Feel the same I feel the same x3

Feel the same I feel the

V1

When I’m around you

I try and keep my distance

Cause what I want with you

Is none of your business

And when I’m around you

I try and keep my distance

I swallow the instinct

But the feelings persistent

OooooooOOoooo x2

Do you think you know better?

Do you think you know?

Do you think you know better?

I don’t think you know

Chorus

Choke up

I feel it coming

It won’t stop

Do you feel nothing

V2

When I’m alone I

Stare at your picture

It makes me hopeful

I’m glad for your existence

But when I’m around you

I try and keep my distance

I try and be respectful

It kills to be resistant

Chorus

End

When I’m around you

I try and keep my distance

I try and be respectful

It kills to be resistant

V1

Been six months since you turned thirty

Quit smoking and cleaned up the worry

I procrastinate manic, impulsive

Distract myself with trips to Chicago and

I struggle with being back in town

Especially when you’re around and

I†struggle with being back in town

It’s hard to do when you’re not around and

Chorus

You say I’m running

But I don’t care

I’ll admit it

I get anxious too

V2

Been two weeks since you los feeling

I guess now starts the process of healing and

You must be losing your mind

Stuck lying there with nothing but time

I struggle with being back in town

It kills me to hear news like this and

I struggle with being back in town it’s

Too much time to sit and think and

Chorus

You say I’m running

But I don’t care

I’ll admit it

I get anxious too

Just like you

Bridge

I worry I worry I worry about you

I worry I worry I worry I do x2

What’s it about being back in town

That always makes me feel like this and

I’m done with being back in town

It’s a silent steady existence and

Chorus

V1

I can’t see it in you

Tried to put you back in view

But I feel nothing when I do

Wanted to tell you but I choked

God it’s easy to choke

Is it true x2

I laid down in my bed

Replayed it all in my head

I closed my eyes and I erased your face from my mind

I didn’t want to

I should put this on you

I didn’t want to

Is it true x2

Chorus

I quit seeing it in you x2

V2

Such a blurring place to be

Stuck in your own body

Stuck again just for me

Someones gonna draw the line

Get you out of here in time

Someone’s gotta draw the line

Is it true x2

Chorus

V1

It’s the new year

And you’ve made it clear

That you don’t want to see me

I don’t get it but I don’t care

Well my pet says

I’m a winner

But lately I feel like

I’ve been losing touch with her

Chorus

Well I guess there

Could be

Something I’m missing

Yeah I guess there

Could be

Something I’m missing

Yeah

V2

On the weekends

I’ve been taking it easy

No I swear it’s my choice

I’ve got a ton of things to keep me busy

And the truth is

That unproductivity haunts me

Cause I hate feeling useless

And nothing tastes right to me

Chorus

End

oooOOOOoooo

oooooOOO

V1

I’ve never felt pain

Til I watched you drop onto the floor

Collapse your head on the counter

Now I can’t remember how I ever felt before

Well this isn’t the summer I wanted

But I guess bad news it comes in two

I’ve been staying away from the west side

Trying to cut down on booze and you

Pre chorus

I can’t keep my mouth shut

Can’t keep my mouth shut I won’t

If you don’t wanna hear it

You don’t wanna hear it then don’t

Chorus

The guilt sets in

It’s a fucked up game

It’s got me beat

I’ll blame you

Blame the world

And I’ll blame

Me

V2

After a while I called

halfway to show you I care

But mostly to make sure

That you were still breathing

And that you were still there

And I wonder if sometimes you think

That you’ve created a monster

A bitch who can’t even blink

I swear to god I feel like her

I feel like her

Pre chorus

Chorus

End

Think we both know what’s going on

Can we make this quick

V1

It’s been a while now

Since I’ve spoken to you last but

You’re still my best friend

We can change can’t change the past

And I still remember

When you had bad pot laced with glo

Thought you were losing your feet and

Couldn’t move had your dad take you home

Chorus

I am trying to stay focused x3

I am trying to stay

V2

Your new city

Treats you well never did you harm

He was a dead beat

I’m glad you got out

I’m glad that you moved on

And I still remember

What you went through when we were sixteen

You explained it to me then but

A few years later I felt what you mean

Chorus x2

Bridge

Who called you a bad friend

Did he do it again x2

I’m gonna kill him

Chorus x2

V1

If you’re still up I’ll stop by

Cause I can’t get to sleep tonight

And I can’t help but worry about you

But not the way that I used to

Pre chorus

Ahhhhhhh

(it sits there it sinks in it eats me alive)

oooooooo

(it kills me I love it a fear I despise)

Ahhhhhhhhhh

(a moment of weakness right under my thumb)

Oooooooo

(it’s nothin it’s nothin it’s nothin)

Chorus

And they call me

Cause they want to pry

They want me to plea

I won’t come clean

Don’t worry I got you

V2

Everyone gets quiet enough

When I’m around and you come up

But I know that they’re talking about you

And not the way that they used to

Pre chorus

Chorus

Bridge

Never gonna talk again

I’m never gonna talk again

Chorus

V1

Rush home

I just want in your apartment

I tried to

I tried to see you but it’s been a rough start and

I don’t wanna talk about it

But I know you’ll bring it up and

It just takes one disagreement

For you to remember the one time I fucked up

I fucked up

Chorus

Why does it always spiral like this

You’re blowing up an irrational concept

I didn’t want it to come to this but

Your timing’s off and I’m too old for this shit

V2

You’re not alone

I know how to hold a grudge

I hate that about me to

If I changed what would it do and

I didn’t wanna talk about it

But I know you’d bring it up cause

You really like to mess with my mind and

Talk about the one time I fucked up

I fucked up

Chorus

End

I didn’t want it to X4

V1

I stayed up last night

I was tearing up in bed

The thought of your death was overwhelming

I could’ve talked but I just rolled over instead

Everywhere I go there’s people who

Just want what they have

Everywhere I go there’s people who just want to hold on

To what they have

Yeah

and I

Chorus

I†want†you†either†way

Even†if†you†can’t†stay

I†want†you†either†way

Even†if†you†can’t†stay

V2

I drove past my house

Just an extra mile or two

I wanted to wait til the song was over

I kept driving and I

Thought about you

Everywhere I go there’s people who

Just want what they have

Everywhere I go there’s people thinking

If I have you it’s not that bad

Yeah

and I

Chorus x2

V1

Wittiest and best dressed

But she lives on the internet

Man I think I love her

I can’t get above her

What do I do x4

Chorus

I think you’re lying

You could be lying

You could be wrong

I think you’re lying

You could be lying

You could be

V2

You would like a quick release

Onto big and better things

I feel like I take forever

Just to get a little better

What do I do x4

Chorus

V1

Hey

Are you doing alright today

I know everyones shakin up

Guess the power lies in hate

I admire you for speaking up

I need your conversation

Oh I felt stuck under water

I couldn’t find my breath

Have I lost my voice completely

Was it ever really there

What a weight to just believe in

Empathy and care

Chorus

What is it about me

That makes you so uncomfortable

Can we just exist

Without your hate and control

V2

Oh I’m slipping into the question

Vulnerable and aware

I overthink your words I’m

Panicked by your stare

Will I lose my voice completely

How long has it been here

Oh I’m stuck listening to you reason

What you’re saying†isn’t clear

You can’t define my meaning

Who are you to stand me still

You don’t like it when I’m angry

Tough shit learn to deal

Chorus

Bridge

Hate and control X2