V1

I remember

I remember my old habits

I remember getting too fucked up

and I remember throwing up in your car

I remember

I remember showing up at your house

I remember hurting you so bad

and I remember the way your sheets smelt

Chorus

I know what makes you cry

I know when you mean it

Who knows you better than

I do

V2

I remember

I remember that box of letters

I remember that naked photo

and I remember things getting better

I remember

I remember when I met your dad

I remember all about your mom

I remember what you do on Christmas

Chorus

I know what makes you cry

I know when you mean it

Who knows you better than

I know everything that freaks you out

that makes you mad

that makes you melt

V1

I feel good when I’m at home

Especially when I’m alone

I watch Mezzi stare at the shed

play guitar on my bed

But I feel best by the lake

at my dads house I can take

that old bike that my mom

left behind a very long long time ago

Chorus

So stand still

don't you wanna be a part of something bigger

something strange

is catching up to you

V2

My old friends come say hi

when I’m in town they stop by

we’re still the same

but we are grown

and we’d all rather just go home

My new friends they’re okay

I’m not that social anyway

I thought that he would never hit a girl

but I guess you never know

and that’s the world

Chorus

So stand still

don’t you wanna be a part of something bigger

something strange

is catching up to you

Bridge

I think about it all the time I get so

so far ahead so far behind

Chorus

So stand still

don’t you wanna be a part of something bigger

something….

V1

Callin me but you can’t come clean

I had to hear it from family

hear it from the answering machine

could you lie anymore

I’m only half sorry for bringing you down before

Chorus

It’s like you never even wanted it

you’re just too tough to talk it out or talk about it

only Florida knows

just how far you will go

to be someplace we’ll never know

you’re trying to wear me down

wear me down

V2

Calling me so you can come clean

after it’s too late why don’t you just let me be

stop trying to blame

everyone else soak it up now

soak in the shame

I remember you so mad

I’m glad we straightened it out

and now you’re right on track

that’s the shit that brings me down

Chorus

It’s like you never even wanted it

you’re just too tough to talk it out or talk about it

only Florida knows

just how far you will go

to be someplace we’ll never know

you’re trying to wear me down

wear me down

End

this is

this is so unfair

you do

do whatever you care

I slave

to your sensitivity

it’s wasted wasted

V1

Brainfreeze

pull that splinter out slowly

I’ll peel the scab off your knee

let the lake wash it clean

my lies

settle thicker than my milkshake

but they both make my stomach ache

and they’re both slowly weighing me down

weighing me down

Chorus

I hear you climbing on the roof

about to break your knee

calling me to come on up

cause I can’t sleep

and you could never get a ride home

so you’d end up on the front porch

all of us and our unpaid dues

we know we’re in for

V2

In the backyard

I hold my breath in deep
I drip dry your nose bleed

don’t want to wake you from your deadly sleep

Inside

you capture memories

of a four legged beauty queen

she’s the best thing you’ve ever seen

Chorus

I hear you climbing on the roof

about to break your knee

calling me to come on up

cause I can’t sleep

and you could never get a ride home

so you’d end up on the front porch

all of us and our unpaid dues

we know we’re in for

End

Oo I know you’re in your room but I can’t look at you

I know you’re in your room but I can’t look at

you

I can’t look at

you

I can’t look at

you

I can’t look at

you

I can’t get out

Invisible handcuffs locked on me

been praying for my period all week

and relief that I just can’t see

I question everything

My focus my figure my sexuality

and how much it matters or why it would mean

anything I can’t keep it together

I’ve been better I’ve been

thinkin about it every night

Prechorus

I’m trying I am

Chorus

Trying to hide from my mind

I am

Trying all the time

I am

Trying to hide from my mind

I am

Trying, Trying

why am I

V2

I can’t get out

there’s no flawless education

just a stupid degree

and the feeling of growing so far from myself

I can’t reach I can’t reach I can’t reach

but I brush it off

cause I wanted it bad

and there’s no dusting up

when you want like that

here’s a the ship there’s the wreck

better keep yourself in check cause

all these loaded questions gonna get you alive

Pre chorus

I’m trying I am

Chorus

Trying to hide from my mind

I am

trying all the time

I am

trying to hide from my mind

I am

trying trying why am I

Bridge

If it counts for anything

I didn’t want to

I’m just looking for clarity to help me get through

If you’re set in your ways

what can I do

ease up so that I can break it down for you can’t

feed a beast you

leave unleashed it’ll come right back to you

I’m trying

End

Trying to hide from my mind

I am

Trying all the time

I am

trying to hide from my mind

I am trying trying

why am I

V1

I wonder

what else you’ve lied about

I could ask just why you did it

but I know just why you did it

and I wonder

what else you’ve been up to

if I don’t want to listen

then I’m not going to

If you didn’t want to listen

then I wouldn’t make you

Chorus

Feels like trash

feels like

V2

I wonder

if you’ve ever felt this confused

it’s magic how

you make me feel like trash

I know that

I am not a child

this is unacceptable

and the only news I have for you

is you can’t write a book about what you don’t know

Chorus

Feels like trash

feels like

End

Feels like trash

feels like

V1

When I was six I broke my sisters arm

she was riding her bike down the road

and of course it wasn’t intentional

but it still makes me sad no matter how old

Chorus

and I would never make you feel

the way some people have made me feel before

I wouldn’t do that to you

cause fuck those jerks they’re only angry

and they don’t know you’re great but I do

V2

When I was eight I broke my own arm

jumping off the top of the slide

and I know it didn’t make us even

so I slept on it for one whole night

Chorus

and I would never make you feel

the way some people have made me feel before

I wouldn’t do that to you

cause fuck those jerks they’re only angry

and they don’t know you’re great but I do

I do I do I do

Chorus

and I would never make you feel

the way some people have made me feel before

I wouldn't do that to you

cause fuck those jerks they’re only angry

and they don’t know you’re great but I do

I do I do I do

V1

Everytime I try to progress

I get further back at best

staring at the clock

watching my time drop and

nothing makes sense

and I

don’t want a

a picture of me

I hate it so much

When I feel like

you’re staring at me

I hate it so much

Chorus

Think I’ve hit a wall

everythings frozen now

someones in my room

but this isn’t my house

V2

Break before I start to bend

somethings pissing me off again

I’m trying to explain but I can’t spit it out

or even cough it up

and I

Don’t want a

a picture of me

I hate it so much

When I feel like

you’re staring at me
I hate it so much

I hate it so much

Chorus

Think I’ve hit a wall

everythings frozen now

someones in my room

but this isn’t my house

and they’re never gonna take me

I’m holding out as long as I can

no they’re never gonna take me

and they’ll never understand

V1

I could be a milkman

what a good milkman I would be

I would be

dropping by your porch I know it’s been a while

you’re always good to see

but I’m just a circle in logans square

spinning around in my underwear

letting me body run itself dead

just to try and keep up with my head

Chorus

I got this feeling makes me wanna run

I got the feeling

I got this feeling makes me wanna run

oh I got the feeling

V2

I could be a milkman

or I could get up and I could be

what I want to be

cause when I love you love you love you baby

it makes you want to

want to lie to me

when I checked out ten months ago

I had never felt that way before

now all this warm weathers got me feeling nostalgic

got a craving gotta have it got to get a grip

Chorus

I got this feeling makes me want to run

I got the feeling

I got this feeling makes me want to run

oh I got the feeling

End

I used to be a shark

Oh I used to be a

shark

V1

I know it’s out of

my control but I can’t

rat out a beast that

a beast that lives inside of me

and I am not your water boy

I don’t wanna be on your team

that’s exactly what my bully says

when he’s standing face to face with me

and when I

Chorus

Try and tell him

no not today

he steals my crown

once again I cave

V2

My mind keeps up

he finds a slip up

he’s coming around

I can feel him now

and I am not your water boy

I don’t wanna be on your team

that’s exactly what my bully says

when he’s standing face to face with me

and when I

Chorus

Try and tell him

no not today

he steals my crown

once again I cave

I cave

Bridge

There’s a place for beasts like you

not in my head

get out of my head

oh calm down bully

calm down

calm down bully

calm down

V1

I’ll never sleep with you again

I don’t want you broke over me

If you’re paying with a dealers rent

you can’t be living completely

and even though it’s only you

that brings me way down low

I still get terribly sick

when I see the place you're gonna go

Chorus

I’m not pulling out your sharktooth

you got stuck up in the first place

and now you’re swearing at your baby

you can’t blame me for settling

I’m feeling good

it’s time to stop pulling fingers

it’s time to buck up billy be a man

V2

You said you used it all up in your youth

don’t you blame it on the dinosaurs

it wasn’t them who sucked the sense out of you

blame it on freedom space and open doors

and not your mother gonna be so sad

she only wants you to do good

and your fathers gonna kick your ass

you deserve it

I think he should

Chorus

I’m not pulling out your sharktooth

you got stuck up in the first place

and now you’re swearin at your baby

you can’t blame me for settling

I’m feeling good

it’s time to stop pointing fingers

it’s time to buck up billy be a man

V3

Billy you weren’t brought up to

battle me then bring me home

it’s time for you to punch the clock

it’s time for you to be grown